It’s been a long week… I’ve never been the kind of person to go to bed early. My brain works best at night and I’m typically working until one or two in the morning. Of course, in the last 3 months since you’ve been gone one or two in the morning has turned into 3 or 4 in the morning…. Read More

It’s been two months since I lost Trevor. He was killed on a Sunday the 17th of December so I’m not 100% sure if the actual 2 month mark is Saturday February 17th (which it logically should be) or Sunday February 18th. You see since he died on a Sunday every single week Sunday is the hardest. Dealing with grief… Read More

Today has been exactly one month since it happened. Since I started dealing with grief. Since a drunk driver came along and took my husband from me. I miss him everyday, I never stop looking for him even though my brain tells me he’s no where to be found. I still struggle and I know that I will for quite… Read More

It has been an interesting 3 weeks since the day my Trevor was taken from me. I have struggled harder with his sudden death than anything before in my entire life. Friends and family say that this may be the hardest thing I ever have to go through and I pray that they are right. I haven’t decided what form… Read More